Busting loose notes - 3/1/08

A wonderful member of our local group compiled these notes from a course she purchased from Scheinfeld.  I thought you might enjoy them.

Blessings~~~~~~~Cynthia
 

Greetings to those of you who were unable to attend the Busting Loose meeting.
Some points of focus that we would like to share, are the following:
 
What is real?
1. Mission and purpose
2. The expanded you
3. The invisible network  (aka:  0 point field, quantum field)
 
What is not real?
1. your persona
2. other people
3. manifestations (experiences you have had)

Other points we found noteworthy!
You cannot make a mistake!
You cannot fail to complete your mission
Your cannot goof up the movie
Your only job is to have the experience
 
Resources of interest:
 The 13 Floor (Movie)
The Matrix (Movie)
Star Trek Next Generation (TV Series)
1. Encounter at Farpoint Station
2. Holosuites
3. the Holodeck
* May be available at movie rentals
 
Books of interest
1. The Field:  Lynn McTaggert
2. The Holographic Universe: Michael Talbot
 

Be Well.
Barb Russell

 ...Unless You Insist On Holding Onto Them - 2/6/08

Picture taken a few days ago

“Your mistakes do not condemn you unless you insist on holding onto them.”
Miracle of Love by Paul Ferrini
 

All of us make mistakes.  By holding on, and not allowing for forgiveness we “contaminate” our vibrations.  Remember...it is our vibration that allows for our connection to our “inner being/higher self”.  Is refusing to forgive self and others worth loosing our connection to Source?
 

Cynthia
 

Busting loose...You can't fix, change, improve an illusion - 1/28/08

Dear Friends,

I feel so blessed to have so many opportunities to bust loose from the illusions.  I am currently in Dallas after doing trainings and site visits in San Antonio, then Austin and then some off time in Wimberley.   Again, for me the combination of the support from busting loose, draining eggs and doing Ho’oponopono has been wonderful.  I personally am experiencing a new depth within myself and most important I am experiencing serenity and beautiful humbleness without shame.  Quite extraordinary.  I work the process many, many, many times a day.  The processes are a quick way of connecting to source for me.  How about YOU?  

In reading the busting loose book last night I came across this reminder.  “You can’t fix, change, or improve an illusion.  It is not real.  There’s nothing to fix, change, or improve.  It’s all smoke and mirrors. “  Boy, I can often forget this one...until I encounter another egg.  Then, there again is the reminder that I made it all up.  I love it!

Question it all!  Something I eat could adversely effect me, I am not enough, there is something to fear, there is something outside of me.  Remember to appreciate it all!
 
A couple of pictures.   
 

This beautiful creature I met on the zoo job site in San Antonio
(I will surely use this picture again

Beauty on the Bonco River in Wimberley Texas
Blessings~~~~~Cynthia
 

Up-Date from Cynthia - 11/26/07

Our potluck and discussion/movement and meditation gathering was delicious to all of our senses.  Our “eggs” seemed to add substance to the entire evening.   Eight of us talked about how habitual it is to meet contrast or discomfort and automatically plant our feet firmly in phase 1 before remembering or waiting to be reminded by another “busting loose” partner that it is time to drain an egg.  After draining the eggs many things can happen.  The situation often changes on its own, or we are inspired from a new place of action.  Feel discomfort...STOP and KEEP TO THE RIGHT action by draining those eggs.

We talked quite a bit about staying in FLOW.  Sadie asked the question of what keeps us in flow, which then opened up a wonderful discussion of finding and living our passions.  Just think about the delicious flow you feel when you are passionately  expressing.  Now, can we ALLOW ourselves to stay  non resistant in flow around all areas of our lives.? Christine Bailey shared how just recently at a  real estate symposium that they emphasized staying in flow by doing the things that brought one pleasure and passion, and by doing those things that bring us the most pleasure, that clients would naturally appear.

Ralph opened up the space for all of us when he shared in a very deep and vulnerable way.  Most all of us have been waking up   around 3AM and finding  multitudes of eggs ready to be drained.   Great opportunities!!!!!!!!

And then...it was wonderful to hear all the shifts that are taking place with all of us.  Several of us spoke of how (much to our surprise) we just aren’t “attached” to some situations or possessions  as we have been in the past.  In other words we are lifting resistance and beginning to “breathe” our abundance.  It was also shared as we are doing this, that more “magic” is occurring. Synchronicities are becoming regular occurrences.  Gloria shared that she is delighted and fascinated by the fact that she is seeing things as a stage or a movie.  Laura reported that as she speaks of desires that they are quickly appearing.  Jo is on her third reading of the book, as the ideas are becoming more and more real.

After doing slow movement we did a meditation on honoring some decision or inspiration that is bubbling from within.  It was beautiful!

I highly recommend that if you are out of town or out of the county that you find others that are willing to play this game with you.  In playing the game with others I am finding it much easier to truly experience this as a powerful and FUN (more and more of the time) GAME.

Note:  Unifying Fields is just completing its 14th year.  Our fiscal year ends November 30th.  If you are so inspired any donations would be joyously received.  

I feel such gratitude for all of you willing to play this busting loose game together.  My heart sings with your willingness.

Cynthia

Gathering Here Saturday - from Cynthia 11/20/07

May you all enjoy a Thanksgiving Day being aware of all the gifts that surround you!
May you share your giving of thanks with all you touch, see, hear and think about!
 

I have spoken to a few of you and feel so grateful that we can share.  Yes...it can get INTENSE!  I had two days of heavy duty fear.  Not about anything in particular, but continuous waves of fear and anxiety.  I just kept draining eggs, allowing the feelings to be intensified and then released...over and over and over and over.  I had thoughts of how people might want to leave this existence as this state continued.  I kept walking through my day FEELING, and then RELEASING.  I can’t tell you how relieved I was to wake up yesterday and today with waves of JOY, PEACE AND SAFETY. YEAH!!!!!!!!! (Most every morning of my entire life I have awakened with anxiety and fear...)     

I spent three weeks with family.  How amazing to be present with whatever was going on, and KNOW the perfection as well as the infinite possibilities that were available.   I sooooooo appreciate this process and you my friends who share your process and your courage.

Stay in touch!   
Cynthia

How are you all doing? - from Cynthia - 11/13/07

Well here I am in glorious beautiful Maui.  First of all I am noticing the shift I am making regarding money.  There are opportunities to give gratitude and appreciation every minute here.  I am noticing that I am even not concerned about the funds of my family.  I say thank you with my cash and credit card many, many times a day.  

All was going VERY smoothly until yesterday morning when I had a conversation with a friend and had some very big eggs come up. For a short time, as I walked along the beautiful beach, I could see none of the beauty.  I was caught in my own emotional body. I felt my fear, anger and then told myself that I made it all up.  I created it all.  It was all ME!  As I continued to drain several eggs the beauty again was entering my field.  As I reclaimed my power I once again felt the  light and love that surrounded me.  

I am also working with my beliefs around my consumption of abundance of yummy foods and fit of my beach clothing.  Sooo many beliefs!
 

Here are a few pictures of the astounding life that I have created!  
Drain the eggs and be open to your vibrational escrow.
 
My great granddaughter Autumn

Sunset on the beach

Daughter Kate and me in cabana on the beach

Keep draining those eggs and be open to receive the magic that awaits!
 

Ovulation - from Cynthia - 11/6/07

Lithia park in Ashland
 

I just finished my Expanding Consciousness workshop in Ashland.  I saw myself relating so much of the the energy work to draining eggs.  Most important is to keep everything in FLOW!  I could clearly see that beliefs are stuck energy (the more discomfort...the more stuck energy).  By draining the eggs we are keeping the energy in FLOW.  For years now Orin and DaBen have talked about maintaining mental fluidity, physical ease and emotional flow; just another way of seeing what happens when we drain eggs. We were reminded that it is not so much the specific emotions that count...but keeping them in FLOW!

I so appreciate reading the insights, HUMOR and heart connections that are taking place.  Thank you, I am pleased to be part of this wonderful group.

So, I am looking at the ovulation and fertilization process.  How powerful we all are!  Many of us either are beyond the years of ovulating our eggs and many have never ovulated eggs, and yet we have produced powerful eggs that continue to get fertilized, often by those that never realized their fertilization powers to produce so much (illusionary) life.  How pregnant are we?  What are we giving birth to? Wouldn’t be happening unless we had eggs, and people to fertilize them.  Oh well...just trying to play with all the creative minds.  

Please do a review of the gathering tonight.  It is so helpful!    

Cynthia
 

Grateful and draining a big egg - 10/30/07

First of all I am in huge gratitude for our group!! Last week Jo shared her process of accessing an egg and yet not feeling that she claimed the power. In our beautiful discussion, as Ralph described, we explored miracles, releasing resistance, trusting, etc.. We left with the thoughts that not resisting, hiding from the discomfort or distracting ourselves was a huge part of the process. To keep trusting that something is shifting and having faith to let go as we allow our process... is VERY IMPORTANT.

Ralph had a discussion around his study and explorations about the significance of emotions and their chemical aspects. He shared how in his process of waking in the middle of the night with significant discomfort, that he repeated the process of forgiveness. ( Is that not another way of draining eggs?) His sharing of his study and thoughts regarding the chemical reactions of emotions, enabled him to be patient as the chemical reactions of depression might take time to “drain”.

I hold all of this as a helpful picture today as I have accessed an egg (a Phase 1 despair that I am not the “Chosen One”) that persists in energy. I am just allowing it to be there with the imagining that it is draining ( I am not denying, resisting or playing with my tempting story). I certainly have not felt like I have re claimed power as yet...but am willing to allow the draining and then re claiming to continue.

Words could NEVER express my gratitude for those of you that are joined in doing this, as we discover our ONENESS/WHOLENESS.

I am hoping to be with so many of you tonight with my cup and tea bag.

 

This Wednesday night... Shall we play with an assignment? - 10/22/07

In reading the Busting Loose book regarding the rules of the money game, I thought it might be valuable to play with what the “rules” are around a couple of other games we play.  After reviewing what Sheinfeld refers to as the rules and beliefs around the Money Game.  See what rules and beliefs you can surface around the (1) health and body game  (2) relationship game.

   RULES OF THE MONEY GAME
(1) There is a limited supply of money
(2) Money moves, it is “out there” and separate from you
(3) You must work harder and smarter to increase your supply of money

COMMON BELIEFS REGARDING MONEY
Money is the root of all evil
There is something dirty or bad about money
The rich get richer and the poor get poorer
There is never enough
You must control money or it will control you
More Money is always better
Some people have money making skills and others don’t
You can’t play the money game and be spiritual
Net worth is the true measure of wealth and success
You must save for a rainy day
 

Would you be willing to help us surface the rules and beliefs regarding the health and body game and the relationship game?
 

RULES OF THE HEALTH AND BODY GAME
You fill in the blanks
COMMON BELIEFS REGARDING THE HEALTH AND BODY GAME
You fill in the blanks


RULES OF THE RELATIONSHIP GAME
You fill in the blanks
COMMON BELIEFS REGARDING THE RELATIONSHIP GAME
You fill in the blanks

Love to hear from some of you out of town...
 

The power increases! Draining eggs - 10/21/07

Exhausting draining those eggs

How beautiful that we are all being called to expand, let go of our old roles, rules, etc., and follow the moment, that if trusted will take us to our remembering. I continue to be so grateful for the eggs that appear and the freedom that is growing. My love for all of you and “ALL” is exploding in my heart. It is not about phase 1 stuff (relationships, body, money, etc...) but about finding the energy of the discomfort and draining the egg so we can live in the moment in phase 2 with trust, aliveness, bliss, freedom, etc...

How tempted I can get to move back into phase 1. When I do...I loose ME. If I am judging comparing, evaluating, or telling a story of any kind...I am lost. The question I continue to ask myself is: am I wanting to continue to try to find my fulfillment in phase 1, or am I willing to risk, surrender and follow the guidance to live in unlimited unknown possibility of phase 2?

After being inspired by several in our local group, I have been re reading Busting Loose and am struck again with the idea that “everyone who appears in our hologram was created from a pattern in The Field that was put there and energized by our EXPANDED SELF. All the patterns in The Field relating to other people are created to allow them to play one or more of these three roles in OUR hologram: (1) To reflect something back you’re thinking or feeling about yourself or a belief you have. (2) To share supportive knowledge, wisdom, or insight with you. (3) To set something in motion to support you on your journey. (pg 59)”. Have you noticed how you or someone can throw out a “gem” that aluminates an egg? My hit on that one is that Expanded Self wanted that “gem” out there and you or the “other” were the vessel that the “gem” passed through. I love the lesson from A Course In Miracles (lesson #351) that says...
 

My sinless brother is my guide to peace
My sinful brother is my guide to pain
And which I choose to see I will behold


I love the willingness that each of us has. What a glorious community we are in and expanding in Phase 2. May we support each other to take the leaps when we are guided, and to just sit with what is, until inspiration comes forth. ALLOW, ALLOW, ALLOW it all!

Yesterday in playing “forgotten music” I found this: Inchantment by Wayne Perry


HEAL YOURSELF
Don’t let anyone tell you what you ought to say.
“cause maybe you can say it in a better way.
Don’t let anyone tell you what to ought to do,
“Cause there’s no one who does it quite like you.

So heal yourself, get out and join the dance.
Just trust yourself, it’s time to take a chance.
And love yourself, and you won’t have to hide,
Heal yourself, believe in what’s inside.

Some people need to learn what they’re always trying to teach.
Some people need to practice what they always like to preach.
So, don’t rely on them, or wait for their relief,
Believe in your own dream, and live your own belief,

And, heal yourself, finish what you start.
Don’t judge yourself, keep following your heart.
Just trust yourself when you’ve gotta make a choice,
Heal yourself, listen to your inner voice.

They’re pulling on your coat, my fiend, selling you their points of view,
But trying to change the world is not the way for me or you.
We can only change ourselves, if we truly want to heal,
Let’s open up our hearts to live and love and feel.

And heal ourselves, there’s just no other way.
To have it all, we’ve got to give it all away.
So, trust yourself, it’ll come right back to you,
And you’ll heal yourself, if love is what you do.
No, love yourself, don’t take my word for it,
Just trust yourself, you’re gonna get the benefit.
Don’t judge yourself, and be afraid to fall,
Heal yourself, and you can have it all.


Yes... we are one and we are LOVE! Do we dare claim our POWER and REMEMBER?


Cynthia
 

 
 With Tears In My eyes I Am Stunned With... 10/13/07

Helping hands

A few days ago I became aware of the amount of wonderful connecting messages that were being exchanged by our Busting Loose from the ILLUSION group.  Almost twenty people in our little town are currently reading the book and doing the process.  Unifying Fields is offering a gathering place free of charge (always in gratitude of donations).  I had hired my wonderful web person Margaret Easton to create a place on our site in which we could publish the communications.  All of a sudden, I realized that this was not a fiscally prudent decision, as the communications were increasing.   In my need this is how the Universe answered:
(1) First of all Julia Rogers Hamrick made the suggestion of creating a Yahoo group.  She sent me information... Thank you so much Julia!
(2) With the information I realized that with all my other activities...I needed help in setting it up.
(3)  Yesterday morning I sent out a request for help.
(4) When I got on my computer this morning I felt all the hands and hearts that were embracing the need.  Tears of gratitude fill my eyes.
        Laura Bry my Mac computer wizard volunteered and set up both Google and Yahoo groups  Thank you my loving friend LAURA!!
        Zannie Rose from (I think) England volunteered to move forward and set up a group and was asking for a name in order to move forward. Thank YOU Zannie... who magically appears when there is an asking.
        Margaret Easton my incredible web person updated all the “busting loose” communications and offered to continue the updating for no charge  as a gift to the group. Sweet one... thank you Margaret for this gift and also so abundantly giving of your discounted services to the Foundation.

And... I just checked my emails to find that Laura is connecting with Margaret to find the best options and possibilities.   WOW.... I sit in huge gratitude for ALL and await The experts to instruct us in moving forward. Ask and it is Given (beyond the imagination).

Thank YOU!
Cynthia

The purity of the process of busting loose... stop the stories! 10/12/07

First of all I want to encourage all of us to utilize the process in Busting Loose to keep going within. This is not about what someone else is doing to us, or any evaluation of someone else’s life (for if doing the process of the book...there is no one else, and your projections are YOUR projections... explore YOU).  It is all about the “eggs” that are being revealed.  I too certainly can experience the temptation to function in phase one (and loose my power), but I am seeing that the temptation is but more glue to phase 1 (which holds me away from my awakening).  We are being asked to stay out of our heads, stop the stories and release the energy. Notice discomfort... dive into the sensations, drain the egg... get free from the illusion, and reclaim your power!
 
It is exhausting addressing phase 1 concepts.   The busting loose process is clean and unique.  We are either guided to play along or we are not. Each of us has created our worlds.  Some of us are wanting to be free of the creations in which we have found ourselves and are taking a leap in practicing the process of draining the eggs of discomfort in order to re-align ourselves to our true remembering. Some are having profound experiences, others are “testing”, others are guided in other directions.  May we all continue to follow our guidance.  
  
Unless I hear otherwise from the group I will encourage all of us to keep this dialogue of “busting loose from the illusion”, to discussions of practicing and living in Phase 2.  I encourage those who are truly taking the leap to stay as pure to the process as possible.  Notice when you are tempted to justify, blame, intellectualize, logic, protect, manipulate.  Learn from your temptations, and then return to the process of draining the eggs of all of the above.  Allow yourself to truly break free.

Share the experiences of your personal process, your insights of temptations to move back into phase 1, and your successes!

Does this communications bring forth any eggs?  If so...go for it.  Dive into the energy.  Drain the egg. Reclaim your power.  You created it all.  Celebrate and become FREE!

I sit here in gratitude that is beyond words.  I continue to harvest eggs on a regular basis, and each time become excited as I experience more and more of a “me” that I had not allowed to be.  Thank YOU! Thank YOU!   

Blessings~~~Cynthia
 

Are you in phase One or Two? - 10/9/07

Dear Friends

The assignment we took on last Wednesday night was to be aware of when we/you/me are existing in PHASE ONE.

How can you tell you are in PHASE ONE?
    
You become attacking on self or other... rather than realizing that you have come across a treasured “egg”.

You find yourself justifying... rather than gathering the energy of your egg and doing a draining.

You are trying to manipulate people or circumstances... rather than realizing that an egg has appeared and it is time to get FREE.

You are protecting... rather than celebrating that there is “captured energy” that will set you free.

You are comparing... rather than realizing that the ego has established a limiting belief that is ready to be released.

I am certain that this is just the beginning of a list of identifying PHASE 1.... What might you add?  

Thank you for sharing with the group!

NOW...

DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BUST LOOSE OF THE ILLUSION...

OR... ARE YOU WANTING TO PRETEND THAT YOU WILL ACTUALLY GET WHAT YOU WANT BY TELLING MORE STORIES AND PROTECTING AND MANIPULATING IN THE ILLUSION?

Enjoy~~~~Cynthia

Don't Miss The Big One - 10/5/07

DRAINING EGGS
THE TREASURE HUNT CONTINUES

Oh my... don’t miss the big one

Chris had questioned the possibility of becoming cold and uncaring as we view it all as made up.  Good questioning!  My experience has been that as I dive deeply into the feelings that I have avoided and manipulated around for all of my life, that I am much more present and compassionate than ever before in my life.  I am becoming much less fearful of my own pain and the pain of the apparent others.  I am seeing the pain as eggs and opportunities.  To feel it all is important in the process of draining the egg, and then claiming the power. Intimacy is growing by leaps and bounds.  How about with YOU?

Laura shared with us her huge success in draining an egg of excruciating physical pain.  She felt the pain and followed the steps of draining until she became free. Thank you Laura for reminding us that we could use this process for physical pain. Have YOU worked on draining an egg around physical discomfort?

Lisa met a situation where she went into the pain of the suffering of animals. After draining her egg two significant things happened.  First of all she was able to be present with a dear friend that had “overdosed” his dog with medication. Instead of adding to the energy of a mistake, she became a source of support of a positive reality.  The second incident happened when driving and being flagged down by some women whose geese had been hit by a car.  In the past she would have become unglued, but found herself having compassion and yet able to stay centered, gentle and supportive.  Could you be suffering less by draining some eggs?

Several of us commented on how we are speaking our truth more freely and frequently.  After all...we make it all up and are talking to aspects of ourselves anyway...why wouldn’t we tell the truth.

As we do this work we get to show up without manipulations and protections
and Now... the gifts of the Universe can reach us!

And now... it is time for YOU to share.  

Blessings~~~~~Cynthia
 

Busing Loose Gathering... plus more - 10/2/07

More pictures from our trip to the
gardens in Victoria Canada

I continue to utilize the wonderful support from this Busting Loose book. I just returned from a 10 day trip to Canada (many places no internet connection). I had the GREAT blessing of traveling with three other people who were “busting eggs”. Amazing! Amazing! We all seemed to be beneficial in stimulating each others eggs, as we claimed the power from our eggs. I continue to see the incredible value of communicating with others choosing to live in phase 2. No guilt, just appreciation of one another and all the stimulation of eggs that occurs.

I personally hit a deep, deep painful egg. I KNEW the perfection as I surrendered into total phase 1 shame. I was surrounded by three loving “egg gathers” as I met my pain and claimed my power. Then the perfection continued as another of us hit a huge egg the next morning, then another, then another, then another..... Join us in our busting loose of the illusion!

Just a few comments that were emailed to me from others:

Since our "busting loose" time together, I have grasped the reality that I am the "dreamweaver" in a much more tangible way than ever before. That realization, of course, fuels the belief that I am an "infinite being". -Love, Gloria

I have been getting mucho benefits from busting loose book. Thank you very much for turning me on to it. I'm still not to the last chapter, but I have been practicing with my tools and having fun,------- along with breakthroughs. Muchas Gracias Amiga. -Love, Ken

I finished "Busting Loose from the Money Game" and I have begun to practice Schienfeld's techniques. Thanks for recommending this and it really is mind blowing. -Terry F

I am Loving BREAKING LOOSE. -Cindy

Join us in person or in spirit!
Cynthia

One of Our Discussions - 9/22/07

Picture of my granddaughter and
great granddaughter...enjoying!

There is No Value In Suffering
from Abraham G-215-03-San Diego, Ca.

There is something in most of you that says “I don’t think I should allow it to be absolutely easy because a part of me seems to want to justify my Well-Being by a little bit of struggle... as if it’s not right for me to have any great success without, at least, a little bit of suffering.” And we say no suffering is of any value. You don’t have to go the hard way to things, but you do have to go from wherever you are. If one good thing happens today and a hundred bad things, talk about that good thing a thousand times-and talk not about any of the bad things. Play the good-feeling things over and over in your mind-emphasize everything that feels good.

The universe has understood the things you have been asking for and is answering perfectly. And if you won’t work to orchestrate the how and where and when, and who, but instead work to be in the receiving mode-as you practice rampages of appreciation, and as you collect fun things and beautiful things and use them to become an Ambassador of Well-Being... the things you have been asking for will unfold in a continuum of extraordinary life experience. Those who don’t yet know what you now know will stand flabbergasted as they see the stunning unfolding of your life experience. You’ve just got to get happy-that’s all it takes."

At a busting loose gatherings we had lively discussions with questions that explored the potential of doing the exercise outlined in Busting Loose...

One of our discussions.

You don’t have to go the hard way to things, but you do have to go from wherever you are. In Busting loose ( and I know that you have probably been doing something like this in one form or another) the emphasis is: every time you feel discomfort (with what ever is going on), be excited that you are being given the opportunity to regain your true power. Ask the question if your expanded/infinite self ascribes to your belief about who you are in the circumstance ( like victim, not enough, fearful, etc.). See if you get...”of course not”! Be aware of the pain and suffering that you have held around your belief. Then... claim your infinite reality ( I am currently using, “I am an infinite being and I am not subject to this belief.”) Then let go and allow yourself to be shifted into your true and powerful reality. Keep practicing... as you gain trust you will see things shifting more quickly.

Pretend that you have a choice between two channels or realities in life. Know that your pain and suffering are on the one channel that will NEVER give you what you want. The other channel (with all of its unknowns) is waiting for you with all of its gifts. The first channel is limited, the second channel has no limits and is just waiting to give you its gifts. It is your job to switch the channel. As Abraham says: “The universe has understood the things you have been asking for and is answering perfectly. And if you won’t work to orchestrate the how and where and when, and who, but instead work to be in the receiving mode-as you practice rampages of appreciation, and as you collect fun things and beautiful things and use them to become an Ambassador of Well-Being... the things you have been asking for will unfold in a continuum of extraordinary life experience. ONLY YOU CAN CHOOSE!

I know that it can be difficult to play with the concept that we created it all... and it is all like a movie or dream... but if you can open to that possibility a whole new world is awaiting you. If it doesn’t work for you... trust your brilliant and perfect unfolding.

Blessings to all~~~~~~~~~~~~~Cynthia

Comments, Questions and Experiences from The Group - 9/21/07

(1) The group is exploring if it is necessary to believe or ascribe to all that Robert Scheinfeld writes, to get value from the book and the process of busting loose.

(2) We had three new people that have not as yet purchased the book. Those that have read the book shared their thoughts, continued questions, and successes. The sharing seems to be a time of clarification and expansion. Fun to see what we each find most valuable.

(3) We reviewed the process of when you are in touch with an “egg”:

● Dive right into the middle of it.

● Feel the discomfort of the energy...no thinking, no logic, no intellect, no judgment, no labeling, JUST FEEL IT.

● When it reaches a peak of discomfort... TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT IT...
Example: I am the power and presence of God creating this. It is not real. It is completely made up. It is a creation of my consciousness. This is what currently works for me is: “I am an infinite being, I am excited to feel this, as I become aware of my illusion. Wow...a part of me made this up and it is not the truth of who I am”. I am intrigued how and where the energy is “caught” in my body with discomfort (sometimes intense), and what happens in the next step.

● Reclaim your power from it! Feel it flow back to you. This is what is currently working for me: “I am now claiming my power and expanding out into the love that I am”. After reaching a peak with my sensations, I start expanding out...out...out (no mind stuff). Whatever sensations I was having, get expanded out. In the expansion, the sensations or the illusion disappears. I trust I am getting free. One of the participants commented on how strong the flow back of energy was for them.

● Open up to more of who you are. At times I am feeling stripped of the foundation that has held my illusion in place, this can feel vulnerable and
even scary by my old standards... I then apply the whole busting loose process again. Most important to me is what is happening to my sense of the here and now. (not all the time) I am experiencing things differently (like new levels of reality are being made available). I can move into ecstasy by a magically appearing fragrance, or experience tears with the levels of beauty that are available. I might feel like I am stuck in the now and not recognize my surroundings. When that happens, I just notice and allow my expansion to include what is necessary to continue functioning. At times I am unable to hold in my mind my “schedule or what’s next”, when a clear guidance pops in to direct me. It has been wild!

It is OK that none of this is happening to you. Keep surrendering and doing the process and then share your experiences or lack of... all sharing helps us all.

(4) After all the mind exploration, we did slow movement for 20 minutes, to open the energy in the field of our bodies. This is a practice of following the inner invitation to pleasure. The more it is practiced, the more one seems to respond to the inner call of our higher selves. (A description was sent out last week. Let me know if you didn’t get it.)

(5) We then were quiet as we took in the poems of Rumi from the Deepak & Friends CD, A Gift of Love.

(6) We ended our gathering with people sharing what value they received for themselves.

(7) Some decided to borrow Abraham tapes... exploring the similarities to the busting loose process.

Now I invite YOU to share!

Cynthia

Support from Unifying Fields - 9/4/07

Our First Gatherings
on
Waking Up and Claiming Our Power
by
Utilizing the Support of

Busting Loose from the Money Game

First of all I am grateful, excited and honored with the interest in playing this busting loose game together.  I know some of you just got your books, some of you are getting books, and others may be standing by with curiosity to see what unfolds.  Whatever your position, I sense that we are joined with the intent of waking up and claiming our true power.

For those of you who did not attend the gatherings...I spent time sharing my reason for doing this and the logic of the system (as I see it).  And I selfishly want support to keep me awake and busting loose. I loved the questions, and wonderful contributions!  The level of readiness and willingness to break through inspires me.

After the left brained stuff, we went into 20 minutes of slow movement. (We were met with two magical storms which forcefully blew through at each of the movement portions).  

Suggestions and value of slow movement:   

Slow down                                                                                          

Become totally present in the body.

Allow there to be VERY slow movement (at times could be        imperceptible to someone watching) one moment to the next.

In accessing blocks or stiffness, allow the invitation to move around or away from the constriction... as the innate intelligence does its work
Allow the body to unwind using its intelligence (not our patterns or expectations).                                                                                    

Stay out of the mind, surrender to the moment and follow with detached awareness.

Practice the experience of the mind being empty as the body follows the invitation of pleasure moment to moment.

Follow the invitation which might invite you to stand or lie down.
      
Choice of music:  I used Deuter’s CD titled, Koyasan.  It is helpful if you choose music which is slow, without words or past emotional attachment.

After our movement we went into a meditation.  This could be in total silence.  I choose one of the Orin Meditations that supports our claiming ourselves as being Divine Beings.  

In this busting loose exploration, our higher selves help us access our illusions of being limited and powerless.  It can feel VERY REAL.   I find it VERY important to, everyday, reinforce the remembering and reality of the power and love that we are.  

If you would, share with us just how you support yourself in remembering who you are.  Examples: meditation, movement, readings, discussions with others, prayer, etc.. This is about CLAIMING YOUR TRUE POWER and no longer playing the “little game”.  Share with the rest of us what you do to remind yourself daily.

I am inviting those reading the book to candidly share their questions, insights and experiences.  Let me know if I can then post your comments in emails to others doing this work.  Also, let me know if I can post your name and email address so that others can connect with you.

Again...why are we doing this?  In listening to Orin today I heard Orin say that as we clear the limiting beliefs...our divine blueprint becomes available.  Notice when you feel uncomfortable, check out the belief, feel the impact of that belief and then CLAIM WHO YOU REALLY ARE!   Keep reading the book.

ASK YOURSELF...

WOULD AN INFINITE BEING (THAT IS YOU) ASCRIBE TO THIS BELIEF?

STAY AWAKE

STAY COMMITTED

STAY IN THE MOMENT TO ALLOW YOURSELF TO BUST LOOSE FROM THE ILLUSION.
 

Cynthia