ell as I discovered how I had lost my digital camera's smart card of 107 pictures I knew there must be perfection.  My ego screamed as I thought about the precious pictures that I had taken of my 8 month old great granddaughter, my 25 year old granddaughter, my 12 year old grandson, my daughter, Frederic, glorious Maui, and the beautiful hotel in which we were staying as well as our adventures that will never be repeated.  I remembered how I had gotten the indication that there was an error in downloading.  Because I was able to view the pictures I thought that all was well....it wasn't....but it was.

The perfection is always "what is."  It is my job not to condemn or feel guilt...it is my job to forgive.  Everything is an opportunity to let go and forgive.  I could so acutely feel the old feelings in my gut that I had done something wrong.  I could remember how in the past I would spend hours, days and even weeks beating up on myself.  This time I was remembering how everything is an opportunity to choose again.  Did I want to choose my guilt and stay in the low vibration that was so seductive.  When I choose to stay in the quilt/blame place I lower my vibration.  In that lowered vibration I can only experience that which is in harmony with that lower vibration...more pain...more suffering.

In the past I would allow that lower vibration to project out.  Life became more and more upsetting as I would find fault and blame in others.  I would become exhausted with the methods I would use to relieve myself of my pain.  

I am understanding Abraham when he says that the most important thing to do is to feel good. If we continue to weave, expand or try to fix the problem from the vibration of the problem we can never get free.  

Each time I am tempted to suffer, I choose first to move to a place of forgiving myself,  and then use the Light Body energies to move myself to the Unified plane.  It is from that place (which I can't vibrationally reach if I am in guilt or blame), that I can see that all is well and the perfection of each moment!  

If I forgive I can move into the vibration of my higher self...if I choose not
to forgive, I am bound to the disconnected vibration of the grievance.  

"Forgive, forgive and forgive again.  What good will it do to add more conflict?  Moreover, if you deny love, then where have you placed yourself?  Man has created the societal nightmares you call Hell, through denials of love and forgiveness.  There is a great fear and misconception about forgiveness.  You must understand that a man is not forgiven that he may return to mischief, but that he may return to God!"  Jesus from Love Without End